I feel like I am trying to do everything all at once. Everything is due within moments, nothing has been started, yet all must be finished. I do not know where to begin, every task is as important as the next, each stalled step leaves me further behind. Yet the more I have to do... Continue Reading →
When did my day begin? When my eyes opened? Even though they did so against their will. After the first coffee? Or after the second and third which followed. After completing my first task of the day? A task I did not put upon my list is perhaps a task that does not count. When... Continue Reading →
I feel broken, yet I’m not really sure why…nothing has changed. I have come to learn. Something that others have known far longer. I need time to grieve, for someone long since gone from my own life. I am full of sorrow for someone whose journey has ended, far too young, and I must face... Continue Reading →
It was always going to be difficult. Balance is hard enough to find, in amongst the chaos, but now more than ever I wanted to find a way to do that which I wanted, which I needed without it detracting from all that I had currently carried.Overloaded and overburdened I could have carried on, but... Continue Reading →
Monday 25th January 2021 Perpetually busy is my default setting. I don't sit still well, my mind is often erratic and I jump from task to task as spuriously as my thoughts change. Sometimes I wonder if I've taken on too much, and then even after taking the downtime that I clearly need, I find... Continue Reading →
Hello Lovely People, Since August 2018 I have been studying an HNC in Professional Writing Skills, it has been an amazing course that has transformed not just my skills as a writer but my entire life. All going to plan I start studying at university in September, but before that I need to secure an... Continue Reading →
Your words poison my heart and mind. You give no thought to what you say; Solace in meaning hard to find. For that which I regret I pray. Your words poison my heart, Just as they did back then. Love was neither the start; Nor predictable end. Your words poison Everything! They are noise in... Continue Reading →
Your words are poison Their deadly destructive drip Eats away in time.
Temptation is there If I asked, what would happen Ruined illusion
